Last night, my husband of 28 years asked me to have perverted s_ _ (it rhymes with hex) with him. I have been perfectly
happy performing my normal wifely duties for him all of these years, but now I am worried. First he bought me some
naughty underwear that I just took back and scolded him for. This time though, his request scared me. For one, men were
just meant to be on top, and two, what if this doesn't satisfy him?
What if he needs more than that? I am afraid if I don't indulge him he will go to a hooker to satisfy his sick desires, and if
I do what he asks I will feel so dirty. Also, I think if I do it he will get bolder in his requests for sick desires.
We have been through the loss of a son, and all the hardships that life brings, but I don't know if I can stay with him after
this. Am I wrong? I am just so afraid that my parish will catch wind of this and ostracize us for it. Worse yet, I think that he
won't mind if we are. Worse than that, I am afraid that this is just the beginning of his perversions, soon he will want to have
sex with guys and coloreds and other immoral acts that are just racing around in my head.
I hope to discuss this with him over dinner on our anniversary Monday August 4, could you please play "More Than
Words" between 10 and 11. I plan to bring it up right after you do, and this song has been special to us since our son passed.
Jean L Scossur